I woke up feeling fat and lost in this sea of when am I going to start noticing a difference in my appearance.
I had the blahs about being fat.  I'm feeling much better now, but this morning getting dressed for work was depressing.
I just don't have the urge to put any effort into what I'm wearing these days.  I want to grab the first piece of clothing that doesnt need to be ironed, and anything that will hide my body is my first choice.
Uggh, this isn't me, but until I notice some changes, I guess I will continue to cover myself up.
I use to wear shirts that were snug and fitted, I've always had a small waistline, and I loved wearing shirts that would flatter my figure. 
It just sucks being overweight! 
Ok, done with the pity party, and moving on.
I'm still doing BFL, and I'm going to look back at my previous journal when I last did BFL, and see what I find.  Something jogs my memory that the 4th week or the 8th week was the magicaly week that you really noticed changes in your body.  I'd love for it to be the 4th week, since that is fast approaching, but I think it's the 8th.  I'll look that up.
I am noticing signs of firmness in my bootie , stomach and arms.  And also noticing that I think with the workouts that everything is shifting.  Shifting towards the right direction and shape. That's a good thing!
Ok, back to work.
:)